looking through the eyes of love

I can't say that I have ever seen Anne look more beautiful then she has these past few days. It is that kind of radiant beauty that emerges when you are faced with an overwhelming obstacle and discover inner strength and courage you had no idea was there. It has been an amazing experience to be there as she textures every subtle change in her body or responds to the, all to often irritating, organized chaos of the hospital environment. Through it all she has remained focused, positive and surprisingly joyous. In fact just before they were about to infuse the stem cells the nurse told Anne to report any chest pain or shortness of breath should it occur. Anne then confessed that she was thinking about faking a heart attack just for fun. We all laughed and the nurse said "Don't you dare". Each day has been an incredible learning experience in patience and gratitude. I have had the privilege of being with Anne at some of her most vulnerable moments. Sometimes it was soft and beckoning and sometimes it was hard and repelling but it always held that inner core of beauty that makes her who she is. I consider myself very fortunate to be able to be part of Anne's healing journey and to be able to participate with all of you who have given the kind of support, thoughts and prayers that make miracles possible. Thank You

much love to all

Dennis